This morning I awoke after having yet another repeat of a type of nightmare I've had over and over for years. In it, as usual, I was with a group of people all of whom loathed and despised and hated and detested me, so much so I was worried for my safety. I have no idea why they felt that way about me, who they were, or why I was with them. These dreams always seem to start in the middle and get worse as they go on, and they always entail my feeling frightened and "guilty" for having done some unspecified something that has everyone so angry at me. Note that word "unspecified."( Read more... )